Joy in the small things of life, if one of those small things is tea with marshmallows and downloading more music for my ever soo expansive library, music always makes me happy. I wish I had tiny little peach colored headphones so I could listen to music in class, I'd be much more happy.
Aside from that, coping. I really wish I could be happier when I talk to you, but it's still in the back of my mind, and that's going to take a while to get out, I don't even know if I want to do anything else besides talk to you online and in-person at school, and darling you should know that I have fantasies about being alone sometimes, and when I want to be alone, I still talk to you, because I don't want you to think something's wrong, nothing of significance is wrong, only me, but I'm nothing in comparison to you, keeping you happy is my main goal right now, and I'll put myself second to you.
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