Crying sucks and it's for fucking babies. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel lost at everything but everything's this way because of my fuck ups so that's helping me cope with it mentally--I guess. I would go as far to say I don't want to live anymore but I need to wait for Halo 5 and 6 to come out. I guess I'm just stuck; I can't find happiness and I haven't found it since I got home from Mason nor do I believe I can find it again when I get back.
I feel like all I do is complain on here but I did have times when I was happy so: life. I'm not happy about my boatloads of friends nor can I be happy about me as a person nor can I at least be happy about college because I'm obviously a dumb piece of shit. What do I fucking have to look up to every night and every morning? Fucking nothing dude and it just takes a toll after a while I guess.
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