Sometimes I wish I could be amazing.
To be able to have an amazing talent.
Be known for something "awesome."
To have connections.
(to be able to get out of the fucking house more.)
But, in life, only some actually reach such a status such as stardom. Others, these blue collars, live life only to get by.
To be happy whenever possible.
Live it to the fullest I guess.
Try to experience as many great things as you can, go places, meet people, simplicity.
And once you understand that you will most likely will go down that path, you start to wonder what's going through the heads of people who crave to be the center of attention.
View them as an alien.
I for one, have no problem just being "that guy."
Hopefully after highschool I'll be able to get to a college with some friends, if not, I'm stuck trying to make new friends (lmfao, not me.) or just being quiet like in English for 4 years.
Hopefully I'll be able to find someone. Friend and maybe a deeper level.
Keep in touch with my really good friends. Hopefully by then I'll have more freedom and be able to go places and hangout, chill, whatever.
Life is good either way. :3
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