I really do dislike complaining, because I feel weak by doing so. Yet, I don't know how I feel about being alone anymore because it sort of sucks. I hate to be gay and mention it but I miss going out with someone.
However, the football game on Friday was beautiful. Komal and Silvia came and I could not have been any happier because they're beautiful. And I got to see Drew the Leopard again! The man is a mystery to science, but damn is he beautiful. I used to have a really big crush on Komal (I don't see how anyone couldn't) during 12th grade but I'm not quite too stunning at all so nothing came of it. Having learned of Jesse's take to her, instead of feeling treaded on or betrayed, I approved and tried to help with it. Jesse's always had a thing for her, and I guess they've both had a thing for eachother, but it's great knowing that some of my bestfriends are dating and they're happy together, and really, it's all I could wish for. Silvia's sort of a hopeless romantic of some sorts, but she gets her way with guys most of the time, and seeing her in college, I'm glad she's exposed to a new level of maturity among guys because with some of the stuff she went through in high-school, I felt really bad for what she's been through..
After the game (we didn't even stay the whole time), Komal, Silvia, Drew, Tyler and I went to iHop and that again, fuck, I love spending time with wonderful people..
The game sort of sucked in one aspect. It wasn't that I was wearing flipflops in that weather, but Cassidy was there. All I'm really going to say is that Silvia's a wonderful person and I'd like to thank her in person next time I see her for helping me through that in the little that she did.
Moving on, I crave intimacy and Modern Warfare 3. Fuck. I was at Gamestop earlier today to pay off MW3 and there was the cuuuuuutest girl there that walked in with her boyfriend, and fuck because he was the typical 'herp derp long straight black hair with a snakebite and skinny gray jeans and a cool ass swag hoodie' but they seemed happy together, so, I'm not going to peddle with it. I just want some girl who like all my shitty musical obsessions and doesn't care if I don't text her back because I'm playing videogames and who doesn't mind watching bad movies with me.
Uhm. For the 2 weeks or so that Battlefield has been out, I have 50+ hours logged on it. In Layman's Term, that's not good for my body nor social life. And I think it's going to get worse when I pick up MW3 tomorrow.
The more I look at it, the worse I feel. I looked at Cassidy's profile and derp she's happy around the neck of her new boyfriend. Oh welp, off to Battlefield and good music~
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