I shouldn't be up at this hour. But meh, since there's nothing better to do, I guess I'll sit around and type letters that make words that make sentences which finally make paragraphs.
I got very bored tonight and I started reading some stuff on Wikipedia and I came across a mild form of bipolar disorder which I do believe I may have. This isn't coming from "hurdurr teenage angst hurdurr." I seriously do believe I may have it. Cyclothemia I believe. It's basically like, periods of happiness and excitement and all that giddy stuff, so sulking sadness and low self-esteem. Or it could just be bad and good days. Oh well, the reading occupied some 30 useless mintues ^______________^
uhmmmmmm.
I'm alittle scared about homecoming now seeing how several girls asked me to uhm, "save them a dance." LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. Well. I didn't say that. But I implied it. So it's the same. I can't dance thou, and grinding isn't dancing, and I can't dance to rap. Yesh. We'll see if it works out (: I'm gonna have to overcome some very strong emotions to do it.
Everyday I wake up and I go through the saaame cycle, it's like I'm forever stuck in a looping. There's nothing durrrr.... no excitement, no.. BAM SURPRISE kinda thing, it's alway the same. Untill weekend, then I just sit at home and do things. Like, things.
And whenever you're sad you always eventually find something that puts you back in a calm mood. But there are somethings that you come across that just you can't push aside, and that's when I become depressed :l derp.
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