The Dark Side of the Moon.

You know, there's something with me and liking guys with weird(ish) faces. Not in the gay way, but I can say that 'wow, he's hot.' Example B. Thom Yorke. Guy has a lazy eye, still doesn't take away from how handsome he is. We all already know about Greenwood. He has. Like. His whole face is weird but he's sooo handsome <3.

Uhm. Yeah. I hate people now. Or it's just a phase. I wish it wouldn't bother me that much but rude people just, really annoy me.

And I like blazers. Or. Again. It's just a phase. The green/purple/orange/dark blue one is by far my favourite. I have another one which is tan/white/black. That one's nice too but the exterior is very fine, I like 'em scruffy. Besides those two, I have my Sinfonia suit. But that one's like. I DON'T WANNA HURT CHUUU. So, I decide not to wear it most of the time. I don't necessarily like suits because they make me look KEWL AND HIP (maybe a hipster) but because I feel comfortable in them. For lack of a better term, they make you/anyone look good. Really. So. Me being all self-conscious and whatnot, I feel amazing in them.

While we're still on the topic of comfort zones, I've always loved v-necks, and I'm usually always wearing a plain white v-neck at home. But. Once I go outside, I feel terribly uncomfortable, and it's because I'm not fucking perfect like all those fucking models. Fuck. ohwell.

Music. Once a person starts to play music by bands they like, they start to grow an appreciation for that band. Once a person starts making melodies, they grow a very deep appreciation for musicians in general. Really. It's terribly hard. Probably because I never took the time to learn guitar scales, I have all my violin scales down but guitar, why you soo different? I really wouldn't imagine it being difficult being how the guitar has frets which, in-turn, help the player play perfectly in-tune notes. The violin doesn't. All the fretboard is on the violin is a piece of ebony/rosewood. So, you, as the player, have to know exactly where each note is, because even if you're 1millimeter off, the note will not be in-tune. Eh. I love being a music geek.

This band thing. Brandon Yi and Jesse Harman. Two cool guys. Hopefully it goes well. I need to start in guitar theory though. It's one thing to play at home with the volume at 8'oclock, and then another to be playing at 1'oclock with a drummer and bassist. Horycrap. It's sooooo wonderfully loud. We have 1 song and a half. The first one is down, we just need to add lyrics (Brandon's the singer) and for the second one, Brandon needs to show me the 2nd half he came up with for it, then lyrics for that, after those two, we're probably gonna do 1 or 2 more songs, and then release an EP. I hope for the best, really. And I hope this band thing brings in some perks into my boring life.

I wish I could love life.