So Long to the Holidays.

So, today was an alright day. Went fishing with my dad and mom. The dad part is alright but the mom part annoyed me.

Fishing is supposed to be a nice, quiet little thing.

Not for this bitch.

Complaining and whining everywhere.

"BE CAREFUL NOT TO POKE YOURSELF WITH THE HOOK.... WHY IS THE BOAT ROCKING SOO MUCH? OMG DID YOU SEE THAT FISH JUMP? ITS ALITTLE TOO SUNNY HERE CAN WE GO SOMEWHERE ELSE?"

Shutthefuckup.

Shutup, and fish.

So. Yes :)

Uhm. I've been kinda depressed lately. And, it's not like the "ohteenageremo" depressed, just, overall for no reason depressed really. I like sulking too weirdly, just sitting there thinking. It's funner than it looks. I also didn't talk to anyone except to Tyler today for half an hour or so at the gym, barely said a word during fishing except for when I helped my dad get the boat on and off the trailer. And, I don't really talk to anyone besides Tyler either (of course my parents with occasionally) I guess it takes a toll too? Probably why I'm quiet most of the time. I like sitting in my room and doing various thing in it, and going out... not soo much with a few exceptions (it's with a friend) .

I hate sitting in a car with my parents because they talk, I hate sitting in the living room because they talk, I dislike talking in general? Derp.

On another note, I can either save up for a Digitech Whammy, 2 pedal connectors, a 9v adaptor and a Boss DD-3 Digital Delay ($323) or I could buy a bass starter kit ($300) and learn how to play the bass so I can fulfill my dream of being the quiet type, lqtm.

Meh. Since no one really cares and since I don't like telling people about what I've accomplished in life, I learned a new song :) Pretty one too, I just need that Digitech pedal to get it sounding perfectly like it is on the record. My Iron Lung - Radiohead. Someday I'd like to be able to play all their songs... Truly my favorite band off all time, no matter what new band I discover, Radiohead will always have a place in my heart (as gay as that sounds).

So, on Saturday, I was pretty much home alone all day, did absolutely nothing, didn't talk to anyone that much either. I enjoyed it actually. It was the day I basically played guitar for 6ish hours not having anything better to do. It was also the day that I went in my living room, sat down in the middle of it, and started breaking down. Which wasn't too pleasant. But then I felt better! Sooo, I guess it's a good thing? I don't mind it then.

Now, goodnight :)