"I'm quite into music and not doing anything else."

I like music.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Sunday, July 25, 2010

So Long to the Holidays.

So, today was an alright day. Went fishing with my dad and mom. The dad part is alright but the mom part annoyed me.

Fishing is supposed to be a nice, quiet little thing.

Not for this bitch.

Complaining and whining everywhere.

"BE CAREFUL NOT TO POKE YOURSELF WITH THE HOOK.... WHY IS THE BOAT ROCKING SOO MUCH? OMG DID YOU SEE THAT FISH JUMP? ITS ALITTLE TOO SUNNY HERE CAN WE GO SOMEWHERE ELSE?"

Shutthefuckup.

Shutup, and fish.

So. Yes :)

Uhm. I've been kinda depressed lately. And, it's not like the "ohteenageremo" depressed, just, overall for no reason depressed really. I like sulking too weirdly, just sitting there thinking. It's funner than it looks. I also didn't talk to anyone except to Tyler today for half an hour or so at the gym, barely said a word during fishing except for when I helped my dad get the boat on and off the trailer. And, I don't really talk to anyone besides Tyler either (of course my parents with occasionally) I guess it takes a toll too? Probably why I'm quiet most of the time. I like sitting in my room and doing various thing in it, and going out... not soo much with a few exceptions (it's with a friend) .

I hate sitting in a car with my parents because they talk, I hate sitting in the living room because they talk, I dislike talking in general? Derp.

On another note, I can either save up for a Digitech Whammy, 2 pedal connectors, a 9v adaptor and a Boss DD-3 Digital Delay
($323) or I could buy a bass starter kit ($300) and learn how to play the bass so I can fulfill my dream of being the quiet type, lqtm.

Meh. Since no one really cares and since I don't like telling people about what I've accomplished in life, I learned a new song :) Pretty one too, I just need that Digitech pedal to get it sounding perfectly like it is on the record. My Iron Lung - Radiohead. Someday I'd like to be able to play all their songs... Truly my favorite band off all time, no matter what new band I discover, Radiohead will always have a place in my heart (as gay as that sounds).

So, on Saturday, I was pretty much home alone all day, did absolutely nothing, didn't talk to anyone that much either. I enjoyed it actually. It was the day I basically played guitar for 6ish hours not having anything better to do. It was also the day that I went in my living room, sat down in the middle of it, and started breaking down. Which wasn't too pleasant. But then I felt better! Sooo, I guess it's a good thing? I don't mind it then.

Now, goodnight :)

Friday, July 23, 2010

Ugly Casanova.

(apparently this one got deleted somehow)

So, hello.

Uhm, I didn't sleep at all last night trying to find some kind of free software that can convert a torrented movie files to be able to be uploaded to my iTouch. And I did, and I'm happy.

Picture related, it's the 6 episode show that I saw only one episode when I was 10, and now I guess I just re-found it, and I really like it, and I'm glad that I can get it on my iTouch, but I feel like a nerd anime weird kid, whatever :)

And I'm finding more and more, which worries me, because I don't wanna end up as the weird anime kid at school but meh, I guess I'll consider it a guilty pleasure.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Smell like Ribbons.


Herrow.

So, it's 4:01 and I cannot sleep.

Probably because my sleep schedule is fucked up.

So. I guess I'll come here to rant about something, and then end up raging about it.

uhr.

Lets get on the topic of relationships (lqtm)





I find it sad to see the way some guys treat girls. Like, they won't care about the girl. They feel as if they can say anything.

Why. Why would you treat her like that, when you're blessed (for lack of a better term) with something as beautiful as she?

Why would you even think about doing something with another girl, when you have a girl that soo many guys would give up soo many things to have?

Why are relationships going from a true connection between two people, to fuck buddies?

Is a relationship about sex? Nowadays I think it is. It's all some guys talk about. And it's pathetic. I mean, I'm a guy, and sure, I'd love to get laid, but I wouldn't even dare to enter a relationship with that goal in mind, if it happens, fuckyeah, but not on that mindset.

And all of the truly beautiful girls out there are being whores, wasting their time with tools for a "momentary advantage" (again, lack of a better term) in life.

It can even go down to a level where dating will be just for the drama and popularity, and that's when it really gets sad.

But, whatcha gonna do?

In time, they will realize as my grandma would say. Realize all the stupid mistakes.

Me? I'm waiting.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Frosted Ambassador.

You're a hypocritical bastard. When you had your "love," you were untouchable.

Nothing meant shit to you.

If I was feeling sad about something, "Fuck dude, man up and do something, stop being a pussy.."

Fuck. You.

Look at you now. Bitching on Facebook that "OH I WANNA DELETE MY FACEBOOK BECAUSE NO ONE LOVES ME ANYMORE."

Do it faggot. No one should, especially if you're gonna be a stuck up prick to everyone whenever you're in your Golden Age.

I love seeing all your pathetic, attention craving statuses about how fucking sad your life it, it makes me chuckle.